Who is you?
You can’t deny it; you’re never going to be completely content. It’s human nature to aspire for the things that we don’t have. No, scratch that…for the things that others have. This concept is a struggle for me, because I always want to better myself; I don’t ever want to be content. Where is the line between making a decision for you, and making a decision for the way others view you?
One organization that I currently am a member of is Crunch. I had aspired to be a member of this gym for a long time because I had heard Chelsea Handler mention it on her show one episode. She doesn’t even attend the gym, mind you, but after I looked into the gym, and learned about all the classes they offered, I wanted to be a member. For months and months, I contemplated joining the gym, but it is located in West Hollywood and would take me about 30 minutes to an hour to get there. Clearly, there are gyms closer to my home, but something about this gym made me want to join. Then, one day, I bought a LivingSocial deal for a month membership at the gym and got a week pass to test out the waters. I told myself that if it took me longer than 30 minutes to get to the gym, it would not be worth all the time and gas.
It took me over an hour to get there, I missed the class I had planned on attending, AND I was completely convinced that this wasn’t the right gym for me. However, after getting a tour of the gym and talking numbers for my membership fees, I ended up not only signing up for a membership, but also paying for personal training sessions. What was I thinking?
Well, turns out, whatever intuitive instinct made me join, it was a good one. I have become obsessed with this gym. It feels so good to be a part of something and to represent such an amazing place. I could probably be considered a walking spokes model for Crunch. My trainer has seriously whooped me into the best shape of my life, and I can’t get enough. I’m there every day, for at least two hours, sometimes three. The classes are all amazing and I’ve met some really incredible people.
Whatever form of aspiration initially sparked my interest, I am confident that my decision to stay at this gym is for me. For me to be a better me. For me to be a happier me. For me to be a part of something I’m proud of. I want all my decisions to be this way because, quite frankly, this is what makes life worth living for: doing what makes you happiest.
